正文 第11章 风起(二)(第2页/共2页)
婚,所以后面像完成一个仪式在一起。
但当时自己还在a县任职,她在b县的税务局,两个人聚少离多,嘉宝的出生让他们关系更亲密了些,可嘉宝不到一周岁她就因为车祸离开人世。
他还记得出事时他正在开会,赶到医院看到病床上虚弱的她时说不心疼是假的,他们原本可以拥有很光明的未来,但是她却先离开了。她留给自己最后的话是“照顾好嘉宝,别让她受委屈。”
这几年嘉宝也是在爷爷奶奶和外公外婆下的百般疼爱下长大的,唯一缺失的可能父母之爱。
因为工作他没办法尽到父亲的责任,对于再婚也再没考虑过,不是因为有多舍不得嘉宝她妈妈,而是觉得婚姻并不是人生很重要的部分。
就比如,她离世后,他的生活其实也没有多大变化,依旧在a县,依旧忙碌,依旧很少回家,只是这两年才升到市财政局的位置才回到c市。
偶然一次回家,整理嘉宝妈妈的东西,看到了一张照片,是和一个男人的合影,但不是自己,照片背后写着此生挚爱。
照片上的她靠着那个男子笑的灿烂,和在自己面前的温和疏离完全不同,原来大家都有自己的过往。
此时看到这张照片已经毫无波澜,她没有对自己付出全部真心,这不怪她。
人在不同阶段会遇到不同的人,年少时的激情澎湃,成年后的权衡利弊都会让人作出不同选择,两者之后的平淡似水或许会让人更明白想要什么。
当然有些底线还是不能触碰的比如婚姻里的背叛,好在现在的林淼月和自己都是孤身一人,不存在触碰底线,这算不算命运对自己的一次眷顾。
想来想去还是给她打了个电话,迷迷糊糊的好像睡着了,便挂了电话,重新添加了她微信。她的头像是一弯月亮下的背影,看上去清清冷冷但摇曳生姿。
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